Love is in the air

Last Nov 20th was our 6th months wedding anniversary. Just couldn't believe that we've been married for only 6 months, its like years already..thats our joke when we talk about how our married life goes so far. Our life seems so complete with the waiting of our first baby boy. What i feel so far is just happiness, there're many moments that i never imagine i would experience before. Yes, we are not a perfect couple, we do have a small arguing, and different opinions but so far nothing can make our marriage in trouble, but in fact our feeling goes stronger. Many said that when u get married you will easily get bored with your spouse because you'll see him/her everyday and the feeling will be change..what i experience now is totally different, the more i know him the more i feel so in love with him..commitment become something that binds our heart even more each day.. Now as we expecting our baby, we really believe that if its not God who bless us, we won't be able to...

C. S. Lewis in Mere Christianity wrote, “Being in love is a good thing, but it is not the best thing. There are many things below it, but there are also things above it. You cannot make it the basis of a whole life. It is a noble feeling, but it is still a feeling. Now no feeling can be relied on to last in its full intensity, or even to last at all....In fact, the state of being in love usually does not last....But of course ceasing to be ‘in love’ need not mean ceasing to love. Love...is a deep unity, maintained by the will and deliberately strengthened by habit; reinforced by the grace which both partners ask and receive from God....They can retain this love even when each would easily, if they allowed themselves, be ‘in love’ with someone else. ‘Being in love’ first moved them to promise fidelity: this quieter love enable them to keep their promise. It is on this love that the engine of marriage is run: being in love was the explosion that started it.” ---------------...

I have been unworthy I have been unrighteous And I have been unmerciful I have been unreachable I have been unteachable I have been unwilling And I've been undesirable And sometimes I have been unwise I've been undone by what I'm unsure of But because of you And all that you went through I know that I have never been unloved I have been unbroken I have been unmended I have been uneasy And I've been unapprochable I've been unemotional I've been unexceptional I've been undecided And I have been unqualified Unaware - I have been unfair I've been unfit for blessings from above But even I can see The sacrifice You made for me To show that I have never been unloved Unaware - I have been unfair I've been unfit for blessings from above But even I can see The sacrifice You made for me To show that I have never been unloved It's because of you And all that you went through I know that I have never been unloved

It's been more than a week since the day i become a wife. After 5 days honeymoon now we're back to the real world. This is what i have imagined before, living a life with someone i love and enjoying every minute of it. I also imagine about tons of laundries, cooking, waking up earlier, cleaning the house and so many more. Finally i live the life that many girls have dreamt of. I really thank God that i have a very wonderful husband, who always help and understand. Today is the first day back to work, its great to meet my co-workers again, i love my job even we're in the middle of struggle after the flood back on feb 07. But life must go on. Our honeymoon was great, even it doesnt look like a perfect honeymoon to others but we really enjoy it. Its a bit tired tough. But we got a good time there, enjoying lots of food, watch movie, go to the peak, shopping, go to the disneyland..and enjoying the fire works at disney..it was so beautiful.. Finally we're stay...

Everytime i look back to the very beginning when i met david, i still can't believe how God has brought us together. I was in the middle of not trusting myself that i would find a guy that i will love to spend the rest of my life with.. After so many ups and downs in my life..i almost give up on expecting something best for my love life But look i am now..i'm counting the days to the most magical day in my life.. In the next week i'll be the happiest girl on planet. As long as i live i never doubt my self-confidence, maybe i get used to it because i have no choice but to be an independent person. I have people around me who cares about me, i have a wonderful family..still God never stop to amaze me with all He provides for me. I love the song called " When God Made you " (i get this song from sley) every word in this song really express how i feel about my relationship. And onething that i can say is that God has made me the most blessed woman when He finally ...

Today i just had a pre-wedding video clip shooting. Its very interesting and enjoyable. I got to enjoy a fancy red Z4 BMW, and ride an extra long bike with David, enjoy a coconut together and in the end i got his love letter. I know it doesnt change anything as its just written for me for video clip shooting and we've engaged but its very nice to have him write such a lovely notes and it really touch my heart. David is not a type of person who likes to write something like that, he's the kind of guy who prefer to say those things directly. Our wedding is coming soon on May 20th, 2007. Its been a wonderful journey for us being together. Looking forward to more excitement journey together ahead. I'm so overwhelmed by God's goodness in my life, as He has provided the perfect one for me just in a perfect time. Anyway, i'm so happy beyond explaination..there're too many reasons for me to believe that i'm far away from deserving this all good things in ...

today i just found out what it really means of.." don't judge a book by its cover ".. few months ago i thought something that "Too good to be true" is about to happen but then i realize that it doesn't happen instantly, it takes a process and off course it takes time, when we rush we wont be able to see things clearly now i know that everything has it own time, especially when it comes to a relationship no matter its a friendship or romance, all the same. I did lot of mistakes in the past and whether i realize or not sometimes i hurt someone's heart, and made them turn to be a person i never knew before.. totally out of the image box.. then something that used to be a " too good to be true " now become " thank God i didnt believe that ".. i'm confused, should i be sorry or grateful ? but my heart tell me to be grateful in everything.. last nite, me and the gank were having a bridal shower for our beloved sister and...

Got this message from a friend.. as i read those lines below..it touches my heart.. its a very simple message but hard to do..but we should try.. for the sake of LOVE.. --- It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door, that we don’t see the one that has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you...

A house is a house is a house - until love comes through the door, that is. And love intuitively goes around sprinkling that special brand of angel dust that transforms a house into a very special home for very special people: your family. Money, of course, can build a charming house, but only love can furnish it with a feeling of home. Duty can pack an adequate sack lunch, but love may decide to tuck a little love note inside. Money can provide a television set, but love controls it and cares enough to say no and take the guff that comes with it. Obligation sends the children to bed on time, but love tucks the covers in around their necks and passes out kisses and hugs (even to teenagers!). Obligation can cook a meal, but love embellishes the table with a potted ivy trailing around slender candles. Duty writes many letters, but love tucks a joke or a picture or a fresh stick of gum inside. Compulsion keeps a sparkling house. But love and prayer stand a better cha...

lately i learnt to listen to my heart .. to listen means not just to hear but also to obey.. coz once u do it you'll find peace..that's how it works.. sometimes mind doesn't get along with your heart, it happens a lot.. your age will tell you things that only your mind could understand but it doesn't always go that way.. your age is not the reason that you should ignore your heart...and just flow with your mind,i believe God will speak to us through our heart and in the end your mind will follow.. i'm so blessed to have people who cares around me.. friends are the best thing God has given me in thes few years of my life.. those are my treasure..sometimes friends could go far beyond your own family.. u'll understand it if you ever live far away from your family.. your friends become your family and they can change your future.. i really believe that friends are Gods extended hands in my life.. my fav quote about friends are the angels who lift us to ou...

Sunday, March 12th 2006 IFGF Gisi KA 1 Sarbini Ps. Daniel Runtuwene This month we will focus on building Family under God's dominion So, today is the 2nd part of the message which will focus on the couple, husband-wife This message basically about LOVE , not just for married couple, but also for those whos getting married and even for singles, those who oneday will enter the marriage life.. LOVE...for Husband and Wife FOR HUSBAND : Love your wife 1. Provide Headship / Leadership 1 Corintians 11:3 But it is important for you to keep this fact in mind, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man, and the head of Christ is God. Eph 5:23 The husband provides leadership to his wife the way Christ does to his church, not by domineering but by cherishing. The husband must provide the quality of leadership in family but not a dictatorship. Just be the leader in simple things such as pray for your child everyday, speak blessings upon t...

Its a very interesting ilustration about LOVE..i love it.. ---------- Love V4.0 Service Rep: Hello, you have reached the Heart Systems Software Company help desk. How may I help you? Customer: I just received your latest program, LOVE v4.0… you know… the freeware. I don’t understand it. Can tell me how to install it? Service Rep: Sure thing ma’am. Do you have the installation disk and instructions with you? Customer: Yes I do, but first can you tell me what the program does? Service Rep: Sure thing ma’am. LOVE is a unique program, there is no other like it anywhere. LOVE attaches to your operating system and runs silently in the background. You will never see LOVE on your monitor or your toolbar, but you will notice its affect on every application you may have. It makes the good programs run smoother and greatly restricts and/or deletes the bad ones. Customer: Wow! That sounds great. How does LOVE make my machine run smoother? Service Rep: Well, good sound f...

today is jenty's wedding reception in jakarta at Hotel Menara Peninsula...actually she and rodney already got married last month (jan 28th 2006) in aussie, so today is only a small celebration with close friends and families...and guess what..i have to be the MC... and i have no choice hehe.. but finally everythings over..i just do my best which i think its far from good hehe... for photograhers, ko belly and rony take care and some other fellow, and for the music, its fany's responsibility so practically its a private party organized by jenty's own friend hehehe i also sing a song for this couple..its called "Father we commit to You", its about commitment, we acknowledge that God has been with jenty and rodney from the very beginning of their relationship..its a very beautiful songs with a meaningful lyrics.. its my desire too that i'm gonna sing this song on my wedding hehehe... its been a wonderful journey for our friendship..i'm so happy...

its proved that i'm not a journal-ers...as its been a long time not up-date it.. but there's an important message that i need to share you all of you..about Relationship .. some of you might knew that for some reasons i once decided to enter the next level of my life in marriage..then after few weeks..i gave up on it.. you may ask why..actually its not easy to talk about it because its easy for me to get over it.. but somehow my heart keep telling me to share this to you.. there are many things i've learnt on this.. - relationships is involving 2 mature persons who has the same goal, age doesn't determine the person is mature or not... (age is not the reason for rushing...) - family and other circumtances can't be the reason for you to go for it.. because if they love you then they'll be happy if you are happy. - marriage is following by a process, there's no such thing as an instant relationship for marriage.. if you ever think that...

early this month on sept 5th i went to solo for my sister's wedding - she's a very stubborn and unpredictable person, but she's lucky to have many people care about her... here's the young couple..... she's married to febri..i hope they both will be together forever.. i don't know why, i don't really like the idea about getting married to young, but who knows people's life.. life must go on... in solo..i really have nothing to do except attending the party..got no friends around, i have some but they seem dont hv time for me hhehehe... life is changing so..what can i expect then... ..life is beautiful so we must enjoy it...

i recently enjoy jamie cullum music, even i'm not really into jazz but i found myselft start to enjoy his music..before i only listen to norah jones..and there's one song that really touch me, the words, the music, it's so romantic...i just enjoy it for myself...so there's nothing to do with anybody...here's the lyric.. But For Now Sure I know you’d like to have me Talk about my future And a million words or so to fill you in about my past Have I sisters or a brother When’s my birthday how’s my mother Well my dear in time I’ll answer all those things you ask But for now I’ll just say I love you Nothing more seems important somehow And tomorrow can wait come whatever Let me love you forever but right now Right now Some fine day when we go walking We’ll take time for idle talking Sharing every feeling as we watch each other smile I’ll hold your hand you’ll hold my hand We’ll say things we never had planned Then we’ll get to know each other in a little while ...

just got this message from my daily mail about God's word..it really lifts my spirit up after yesterday's hard times.. Thou shalt keep the commandments of the Lord thy God, to walk in His ways. DEUTERONOMY 8:6 LUKE 17:14 And it came to pass, that, as they went, they were cleansed. GOD calls us to duty, and the only right answer is obedience . If it can be glad and willing and loving obedience, happy are we; but, in any case, whether we ourselves get enjoyment and blessing from the task or not, the call must be obeyed. The will of God must be done for the sake of God, not for the sake of ourselves . Undertake the duty, and step by step God will provide the disposition. We can at least obey. Ideal obedience includes the whole will and the whole heart. We cannot begin with that. But we can begin with what we have. God calls. It is better to obey blunderingly than not to obey at all. GEORGE HODGES The test of love is not feeling, but obedience. WILLIAM BERNARD ULL...