Love is in the air

It seems that i'm no good at doing this 'journal' thing regularly :) But thats okay, i still want to say Happy Valentine's Day to all of you.. just a slight info.. my boys r growing up so fast..just cant imagine it.. they went to school already and did well on doing all things they love :) Mom and dad always proud of them My business is going very well last year, only by God's grace and favor. Never imagine of doing this baby stuff before but guess what, now it become my everyday life and i'm enjoying it to the max. I believe this year God will bless it even more, i believe He will bring this biz far beyond i can imagine, i just trust Him. Hopefully i would be a blessing to other people. Thanks to my husband who always support me and believe me more than i believe myself.. well need to go to sleep now.. God bless you all

Just couldn't believe it..its almost 2 years since the last time i post in here.. Ethan has a brother already !!! YEAAAhhh.. and his name is CALVIN BENJAMIN SUKAMTO..and guess what .. he is 1 year old already :) Having 2 boys is making my life so much full of joy and energy. No wonder i lost my extra weight very fast without go on diet ..so good. Ethan already going to preschool near home. He's progressing fast on being independent. But still very slow on speaking properly but its okay..he still my beloved naughty little ethan. He likes to tease his brother his own way.But since i gave him time out several time after got his brother cry, now everytime Calvin cry near him, he suddenly run away of hide behind the couch or wall..afraid i might get angry eventhough its not his fault.. hahaha.. Now he has another trick, when i'm about to get mad he put his hand through my head and say *sayang mommy..sayang mommy* ...and it works.. sigh.. Calvin is another little on...

This is still about my 30th birthday.. When i went home yesterday from work...i got flower from my husband at home.. its so beautiful, 10 orange roses smell so wonderful... I couldn't help my self not to smell the flower all the time..its so beautiful.. Yeah this is the best birthday ever...thanks to my beloved husband.. i got my b-day cake too.. its a blackforest. I got another gift from mom in law, its Burberry Brit Perfume, its my first ever perfume i got as a gift..its smell lovely..just knew from david that his mom and dad already bought it when we're having connecting in singapore from japan..thats nice to know how they really care about me.. my life is so complete.. We also did celebrate my b-day with close friends at hanamasa.. and i got another chocolate cake made by secret recipe..it taste so good... I just wanna say that this year is really the best year ever in my life.. Having friends around, family that care so much and perfect life-companion..the last one..the e...

Yesterday me and husband went to the doctor for another visit..its 15 weeks now, couldn't believe it. Our baby growing so fast, but still we can't see the gender yet. I have the picture and also made a short video with hp from the USG screen..its amazing.. My condition was good, gain 1 more kg and the blood pressure was normal 120/80. It was so amazing to see our tiny little baby, i wonder how its feel to be inside the mother's womb. Some people say that the baby already can feel what the mothers feel, they can listen to music as well.. i must be careful with the music i listen then..to make sure that it will give a positive affect to the baby.. my tummy is getting bigger, its very difficult to wear my old-outfit now..especially for trouser.. anyway i believe big is beautiful :) at least my husband never complaint :) anyway yesterday was my mom's birthday, too bad i can only call her from a far..wish that i could be with her..

these couple of days i've been receiving so many calls from my family and realtives...it gives me a lot of pressure about my life dealing with ur future sometimes relate to many other things that u couldn't even be able to ignore, so i'm now learning to force myself to evaluate bout what they said.. hardly believe that i could get through things like this, but i still have faith in my heart that things wouldn't be as hard as i thought, as long as i put everything on God ...i'm on trial again i think... i believe 'once again' that i'm gonna see God's miracle in my life..yeah for sure.. Believe then you'll see..it happens a lot lately.. ---simply live ur life where God directs you.....---