Love is in the air

After asked many people for recommended doctor, i finally decided to go for Dr. Lukman Hudono at Siloam Medika (ex. Graha Medika). We went there at 11am, coz tonite i have to go to BEAT and David have a weekly meeting. Anyway quite relief as we can see through the USG, its there..very small size just like an egg.. Dr. Lukman said its a month-year old..and due date will be on mid of feb 2008. Nothing to be worry he said, just relax, dont get stressed out, eat anything i want, just avoid raw food, no heavy excercise..have some more rest. I also told him that i'm going back to sumba on july 5th-9th for my brother's wedding, he said okay, no need to worry, next appointment will be on wed july 11th. I hope everythings will be fine, no complications and things will be much easier..

Today is our 1st month anniversary..days went so fast i still remember the same date last month (may20th) i woke up at 4am, going to NewBrides for make up..then i become the happiest girl on earth on the afternoon..our love has brought us to the highest level of relationship, we become husband and wife. Anyway the first month went very well, we live our life in the real world, it means that its very hard to avoid clash and misunderstanding.. but thank God we always find the way out to enjoy our life with joy. These few weeks I've been cooking and its great to know that i can enjoy that. At least i know i have a bit of my mom's skills :) I hope my marriage will going stronger each day, we'll be able to be the better person to each other everyday..always trying to put someone else more important than ourselves..and above all i hope God will always be the head of my marriage..

After getting married, i began having problem with my skin especially my face. Got so many acne.. don't know what to do now. I already went to erha clinic, got advice from a doctor then using its product with some of them i already used it regularly before and it works, but now its so hard to fix them. last week i try to put make up, for u-channel's grand launching, after got home my face got worst...hiks.. i never experience this before, it seems that my face-skin so sensitive. before i never had problem with any kind of make up, anything can do. For the treatment i only need facial scrub and moisturizer, that's all and my skin was okay.. i hope oneday "soon" my face will get well just like before.. God help me...

I've just been married for less than a month, many people ask me about hows the marriage life goes.. its definitely a different atmosphere, for me its a blessing from God, its a favor and its only by His grace. after we start our normal life daily, its obvious for me that i have no longer feel alone. At least i have someone beside me for the rest of my life and our commitment will stay us together no matter what. After 15 years living a part from my family, being an independent girl, trying to handle everything alone, a marriage life is like heaven on earth. Now my activities everyday is taking care my husband and working.. I hope i can be the best wife for my husband..and hopefully we'll have someone's new coming into our life soon..

Words and Music by Tommy Walker Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee." I have a Maker He formed my heart Before even time began My life was in his hands Chorus He knows my name He knows my every thought He sees each tear that falls and He hears me when I call I have a Father He calls me His own He?ll never leave me No matter where I go Chorus He knows my name He knows my every thought He sees each tear that falls and He hears me when I call

I have been unworthy I have been unrighteous And I have been unmerciful I have been unreachable I have been unteachable I have been unwilling And I've been undesirable And sometimes I have been unwise I've been undone by what I'm unsure of But because of you And all that you went through I know that I have never been unloved I have been unbroken I have been unmended I have been uneasy And I've been unapprochable I've been unemotional I've been unexceptional I've been undecided And I have been unqualified Unaware - I have been unfair I've been unfit for blessings from above But even I can see The sacrifice You made for me To show that I have never been unloved Unaware - I have been unfair I've been unfit for blessings from above But even I can see The sacrifice You made for me To show that I have never been unloved It's because of you And all that you went through I know that I have never been unloved

It's been more than a week since the day i become a wife. After 5 days honeymoon now we're back to the real world. This is what i have imagined before, living a life with someone i love and enjoying every minute of it. I also imagine about tons of laundries, cooking, waking up earlier, cleaning the house and so many more. Finally i live the life that many girls have dreamt of. I really thank God that i have a very wonderful husband, who always help and understand. Today is the first day back to work, its great to meet my co-workers again, i love my job even we're in the middle of struggle after the flood back on feb 07. But life must go on. Our honeymoon was great, even it doesnt look like a perfect honeymoon to others but we really enjoy it. Its a bit tired tough. But we got a good time there, enjoying lots of food, watch movie, go to the peak, shopping, go to the disneyland..and enjoying the fire works at disney..it was so beautiful.. Finally we're stay...