Love is in the air

Last nite around 6pm while i was sleeping after got back from office, i was not well yesterday, got headache. The came the earthquake, i can feel the room flying..we tried to wait a bit but it didn't stop..then we decided to go down, this time we used elevator..no more stairs.. then we heard from mom that there was an earthquake in bengkulu, 7.9 magnitude, just 10km below, and its been said that it can caused a tsunami, thank God it didn't happen.. There're many earthquake with smaller magnitude happened after that, but we didn't feel any of it. Now living in apartment is not exciting as before..don't know how much we can handle it and how much the building can handle if ever month there's an earthquake shaking the building..

Yesterday me and husband went to the doctor for another visit..its 15 weeks now, couldn't believe it. Our baby growing so fast, but still we can't see the gender yet. I have the picture and also made a short video with hp from the USG screen..its amazing.. My condition was good, gain 1 more kg and the blood pressure was normal 120/80. It was so amazing to see our tiny little baby, i wonder how its feel to be inside the mother's womb. Some people say that the baby already can feel what the mothers feel, they can listen to music as well.. i must be careful with the music i listen then..to make sure that it will give a positive affect to the baby.. my tummy is getting bigger, its very difficult to wear my old-outfit now..especially for trouser.. anyway i believe big is beautiful :) at least my husband never complaint :) anyway yesterday was my mom's birthday, too bad i can only call her from a far..wish that i could be with her..

I remember when i was in the choir team, back on university (Petra surabaya), we're once singing this song, its the prayer of St. Franciss of Assisi from 13th century. Lately i've been reminding again about this prayer. Entering the 40days fasting and prayer, this unselfish-prayer has really brought up the desire of God's heart.. This is my prayer too... L ord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

B lessed are the poor in spirit : for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are they that mourn : for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek : for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness : for they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful : for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart : for they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers : for they shall be called the children of God. Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake : for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. matthew 5:3-10

Yesterday we're visiting our doctor for our 4th meeting. Its getting more exciting as i was in the end of the first trimester, its 13 weeks now. My condition was excellent, blood pressure was normal 110/70, i have gained 1 more kilo in the past 3 weeks which is very good according to the doctor. When we saw our baby on USG screen...it was a happy moment as we see our baby grow so fast, its 7.1cm now and we can see the hands and legs then we can heart the heart beat. Its so fast, i think 2 or 3 times faster than grown up heart beat, thats normal. Then i got additional prescription, its calcium. I cant imagine how time went so fast..i'm so happy.. now i feel more comfortable, much better than the last 3 months..i'm getting more exciting to feel my baby moves inside my womb..maybe will happen in the next 2 months when i can also find out the gender..*hope its a boy* but for me both boy or girl is okay, he/she will be the jewel of my life.. I really thank God for all He has giv...

I just couldn't help myself not to tell the world about the news.. Early this morning when i woke up, i took SENSITIF, after just 20 second i got the result and its double RED line.. i was so excited. my husband still working *its 6am* we're so happy for the result.. it seems that all my curiosity has found an answer..i was so nervous before took the test kit. then we prayed together..give thanks to GOD for HIS wonderful gift for us. Actually 2 weeks ago i had the first test, the result was only a single line, i was very sad at that time but then i chose to rejoice, still hoping for different news in the next few weeks. My husband also try to comfort me, yeah we still have plenty of time, no need to worry anyway..hey we just got married why should i worry then.. Anyway in these few days I've been experiences some symptoms, i missed my period more than a week already and yesterday i was sick after i got office, people at office say that i might get pregnant, i...

Today is our 3rd visit to dr. Lukman. On our last visit he asked me to have some blood test and today i have to bring the result and he said its VERY GOOD, perfect. That's a good news. And we can see our baby progress from USG screen, the baby is getting bigger now, the length already 2.9cm, its very clear as we can see the heart beat. Dr says its 10 weeks old now. My weight going 1kg up compare to my last visit 2 weeks ago. We will come to see him again in the next 2 weeks. Its very exciting for me as its our first child, even sometimes i feel so uncomfortable with my pregnancy, eating not as delicious as i expect, and sometimes my body feel so weak, sleepy, i have to drink milk twice a day.. but when i think about the gift God has put in my womb i can't complain but to be joyful.. In this first 3 months is very important for the baby..all the body parts begin to form, the brain begin to develop. Its amazing to imagine how this happen..i was like this before.. Being...