Love is in the air

early this month on sept 5th i went to solo for my sister's wedding - she's a very stubborn and unpredictable person, but she's lucky to have many people care about her... here's the young couple..... she's married to febri..i hope they both will be together forever.. i don't know why, i don't really like the idea about getting married to young, but who knows people's life.. life must go on... in solo..i really have nothing to do except attending the party..got no friends around, i have some but they seem dont hv time for me hhehehe... life is changing so..what can i expect then... ..life is beautiful so we must enjoy it...

last week i got a chance to go to singapore for business trip, me and my boss we had to attend a pre-launch of a new apartment in orchard area (its an invitation from the developer : Far East International)..its Orchard Scotts.. its very big and so.....beautiful..the concept is great...and also very expensive.. we also stopped by to some projects, to see the show flat.. its very interesting how singaporean could design a small room apartment nicely and makes it look bigger and comfortable to live in...and also the design is very simple, modern and nice.. yeah...do not mention about the price anyway.. spare time...was shopping time..*actually i'm not a queen of shopping*, this place is great for shopping, coz all the way you only find shopping mall..in every building they have shopping mall...i would be crazy if i have to live there for more than a week...people walking so fast..that's look crazy to me.. i was so happy i only spent 3 days there hehehe... i miss ...

i recently enjoy jamie cullum music, even i'm not really into jazz but i found myselft start to enjoy his music..before i only listen to norah jones..and there's one song that really touch me, the words, the music, it's so romantic...i just enjoy it for myself...so there's nothing to do with anybody...here's the lyric.. But For Now Sure I know you’d like to have me Talk about my future And a million words or so to fill you in about my past Have I sisters or a brother When’s my birthday how’s my mother Well my dear in time I’ll answer all those things you ask But for now I’ll just say I love you Nothing more seems important somehow And tomorrow can wait come whatever Let me love you forever but right now Right now Some fine day when we go walking We’ll take time for idle talking Sharing every feeling as we watch each other smile I’ll hold your hand you’ll hold my hand We’ll say things we never had planned Then we’ll get to know each other in a little while ...

just got this message from my daily mail about God's word..it really lifts my spirit up after yesterday's hard times.. Thou shalt keep the commandments of the Lord thy God, to walk in His ways. DEUTERONOMY 8:6 LUKE 17:14 And it came to pass, that, as they went, they were cleansed. GOD calls us to duty, and the only right answer is obedience . If it can be glad and willing and loving obedience, happy are we; but, in any case, whether we ourselves get enjoyment and blessing from the task or not, the call must be obeyed. The will of God must be done for the sake of God, not for the sake of ourselves . Undertake the duty, and step by step God will provide the disposition. We can at least obey. Ideal obedience includes the whole will and the whole heart. We cannot begin with that. But we can begin with what we have. God calls. It is better to obey blunderingly than not to obey at all. GEORGE HODGES The test of love is not feeling, but obedience. WILLIAM BERNARD ULL...

i'm reading a an interesting book about relationship, it called " Chosing God's Best " its my favorite book..and i love to read it over and over again..and in the chapter eight, about Recognizing God's voice there are some interesting clue about how to differ God's voice to Satan's voice..that's very easy.. God's voice.. *stills you *leads you *reassures you *enlightens you *encourages you *comforts you *calms you *convits you while satan's voice.. ~rushes you ~pushes you ~frightens you ~confuses you ~discourages you ~worries you ~obsesses you ~condemns you it tells more that the voice of the Good shepherd is gentle, familiar sounding, and loving. It leaves you with a sense of spiritual uplift and rejoicing, never fight (john 10:3-5, 14-16, 27-28) It doesn't make you feel worried or afraid. The still, small voice of the Holy Spirit - an inner voice - is able to 'check' you inside as to whether something is God. I really...

one more good lesson i have today from my daily bible lesson...written by Elisabeth Elliot . Sometimes when I was a child my mother or father would say,"Shut your eyes and hold out your hand." That was the promise of some lovely surprise. I trusted them, so I shut my eyes instantly and held out my hand. Whatever they were going to give me I was ready to take. So it should be in our trust of our heavenly Father. Faith is the willingness to receive whatever He wants to give, or the willingness not to have what He does not want to give. I am content to be and have what in Thy heart I am meant to be and have. (George MacDonald, Diary of an Old Soul ) From the greatest of all gifts, salvation in Christ, to the material blessings of any ordinary day (hot water, a pair of legs that work, a cup of coffee, a job to do and strength to do it), every good gift comes down from the Father of Lights. Every one of them is to be received glady and, like gifts people give us, with...

these couple of days i've been receiving so many calls from my family and realtives...it gives me a lot of pressure about my life dealing with ur future sometimes relate to many other things that u couldn't even be able to ignore, so i'm now learning to force myself to evaluate bout what they said.. hardly believe that i could get through things like this, but i still have faith in my heart that things wouldn't be as hard as i thought, as long as i put everything on God ...i'm on trial again i think... i believe 'once again' that i'm gonna see God's miracle in my life..yeah for sure.. Believe then you'll see..it happens a lot lately.. ---simply live ur life where God directs you.....---

i had a mid exam today and i think i didn't do it well, so it up set me after got back home...can't help myself not to think about it.. and now i'm thinking about how my final project will be, i haven't done much yet, coz i still need some more data for the background theory. there're so many concepts in my head that need to re-organize..but i couldn't be able to do it..God help me..!!! "For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end" (Psalm 48:14, NIV). just got a reminder from God...so i think no need to worry coz He will guide me..okay i'm cool now...:P

..another exciting nite with my pukat-member.. malem ini ngerayain b-day nya lenny, kita diajak makan2 di kafe dermaga..menu andalan apalagi kalo bukan yang ada SAKAU nya... bakmi sakau ..namanya sih serem, tapi rasanya sip banget very hot.. actually it's not only the food which makes me enjoy the nite, its because the fellowship with my pukat family..its always fun to be around them.. i find myself attach deeper to this community ... can't imagine if one day i should live apart from them... today on IBL games in Lampung, CLS got beaten by panasia and so satria muda won over bhineka solo.. tomorrow's game will be much harder as cls will face bhineka which i think its gonna be tough game for cls, and satria muda i believe will beat panasia. IBL games in jakarta still coming on may, just couldn't wait to watch.. this noon i met my thesis-advisor at campus, and the result was i still have much to do with the chapter 2 which is the background theory, he s...

..yiha...finally made up my decision for my new nokia.. just bought nokia 3230 today, the model is simple, and i think nokia 7610 still look much better than this one... but i have some reasons why i wanna replace my n7610 with n3230. -it has 1.3 mega pixel camera which is better than n7610, and it has radio , and infra-red connection. -it's new !!!!! and more simple while n7610 is more fashionable and already many people have it, i still love it anyway -and the main reason is : the price of n7610 is going down and my head set condition not very good, so before the price is crashing too deep then will break my heart , i must sell it... i was planning to buy n9300 but the price is crazy, changing everyday, and i'm not really need communicator-phone yet, maybe later.. hei it has 3 interesting games too, but i'm not really fan of games anyway :p that's all.. btw my thesis progress is much better now since finally i got some important data for my backgrou...

this is my favorite song by Kelly Clarkson "Breakaway" Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I'd just stare out my window Dreaming of what could be And if I'd end up happy I would pray (I would pray) Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I pray (I would pray) I could breakaway [Chorus:] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I love I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Wanna feel the warm breeze Sleep under a palm tree Feel the rush of the ocean Get onboard a fast train Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) And breakaway [Chorus] Buildings with a hundred floors Swinging around revolving doors Maybe I d...

...today is a free-day for fooling around... i got 2 *tricky messages* today trying to make a fun on me hehehe..but it FAILED...*sorry...* the first one was about *2-VIP* who want to come to jakarta to see me...hmm that's sounds weird and not make sense so i got it .. the next one from my special friend told me that he's made mistake and got someone's pregnant hehehe..that's awful, not really a good joke.. it's too old-fashioned joke.. so they are dissappointed today... actually i've been preparing myself to tease some people but i dont know i just feel out of mood today..so this year i'm off...:p ok i need some rest now, got things to do tomorrow..ciao....!!!

Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day The Soldiers tried to clear the narrow street But the crowd pressed in to see The Man condemned to die on Calvary He was bleeding from a beating There were stripes upon His back And He wore a crown of thorns Upon His head And he bore with every step The scorn of those who Cried out for His death! Down the Via Dolorosa Called the Way of Suffering Like a Lamb came The Messiah Christ the King! But He chose to walk that road Out of His love for you and me Down the Via Dolorosa All the way to Calvary The Blood that would cleanse The souls of all men Made its way through the heart Of Jerusalem!