Love is in the air

Last nite around 6pm while i was sleeping after got back from office, i was not well yesterday, got headache. The came the earthquake, i can feel the room flying..we tried to wait a bit but it didn't stop..then we decided to go down, this time we used elevator..no more stairs.. then we heard from mom that there was an earthquake in bengkulu, 7.9 magnitude, just 10km below, and its been said that it can caused a tsunami, thank God it didn't happen.. There're many earthquake with smaller magnitude happened after that, but we didn't feel any of it. Now living in apartment is not exciting as before..don't know how much we can handle it and how much the building can handle if ever month there's an earthquake shaking the building..

Yesterday me and husband went to the doctor for another visit..its 15 weeks now, couldn't believe it. Our baby growing so fast, but still we can't see the gender yet. I have the picture and also made a short video with hp from the USG screen..its amazing.. My condition was good, gain 1 more kg and the blood pressure was normal 120/80. It was so amazing to see our tiny little baby, i wonder how its feel to be inside the mother's womb. Some people say that the baby already can feel what the mothers feel, they can listen to music as well.. i must be careful with the music i listen then..to make sure that it will give a positive affect to the baby.. my tummy is getting bigger, its very difficult to wear my old-outfit now..especially for trouser.. anyway i believe big is beautiful :) at least my husband never complaint :) anyway yesterday was my mom's birthday, too bad i can only call her from a far..wish that i could be with her..

I remember when i was in the choir team, back on university (Petra surabaya), we're once singing this song, its the prayer of St. Franciss of Assisi from 13th century. Lately i've been reminding again about this prayer. Entering the 40days fasting and prayer, this unselfish-prayer has really brought up the desire of God's heart.. This is my prayer too... L ord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

B lessed are the poor in spirit : for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are they that mourn : for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek : for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness : for they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful : for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart : for they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers : for they shall be called the children of God. Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake : for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. matthew 5:3-10